Love is waiting...

When is it the "right time"?

I've been through a self-centered relationship, Break ups i know how it feels like.. I know how hard it is to pick the broken pieces..God healed all the wounds that i have in my heart and renewed my heart. I should guard my heart. Now i know what is the true meaning of love and i'm aware of what christians should look up to a relationship. There are times that i feel alone but God uses ways to make me feel better.. 

Years passes by..

I think I'm in love again. but this time i guess this feeling is true. I have this feeling for someone, He doesn't know that i love him. I'm keeping it to myself.. When i'm with him i feel comfortable and safe. Good thing is that He is also a Born again Christian. I don't want to state more specific info about him..(in case) but what i know is He is also one of my driving force in life.. At first i don't want to entertain or give meaning to what i feel about him. But the more time i spend with him the more i fall for him... But i don't think he loves me.(Ambisyosa lang ako masyado)despite of that I'm still praying for Him. God only knows.. In God's time, i know that God will lead us to each other. . 

Note to him: may chance kaya na mabasa mo toh? If ever i just want to say "Hi, buti naman napadaan ka sa blog ko..di ako maniniwala na coincidence lang na mabasa mo to. Matagal na kitang pinappray. Sabi nga dapat kapag may ipagppray ka kay God dapat maging specific ka. IKAW ang gusto ko. Kaya naman NAME mo mismo pinagppray ko lagi. Haha. Pero sa totoo lang matagal na ko Naghihintay sayo. Alam ko in the end magiging worth it lahat ng oras ko sa paghihintay. Gusto ko kapag binigay ka ni God ikaw na talaga yun para sakin. Willing ako maghintay basta ikaw na yun." 

I have this dairy not the usual one that you will write how you feel what makes it different is that i draw what i feel. And one of my drawing is this..

I just want to share this song.. because it's L O V E month. This song really described what i'm feeling right now. I can really relate myself to the lyrics.. 

Love is waiting - BROOKE FRASER 

Lyrics

In the autumn on the ground between the traffic and the ordinary sounds

I am thinking signs and seasons while a north wind blows through

I watch as lovers pass me by

Walking stories - whos and hows and whys

Musing lazily on love

Pondering you

I'll give it time, give it space and be still for a spell

When it's time to walk that way we wanna walk it well

[CHORUS:]

I'll be waiting for you baby

I'll be holding back the darkest night

Love is waiting til we're ready, til it's right

Love is waiting

It's my caution not the cold

there's no other hand that i would rather hold

the climate changes, I'm singing for the strangers about you

don't keep time, slow the pace

Honey hold on if you can

the bets are getting surer now that you're my man

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE:]

I could write a million songs about the way you say my name

I could live a lifetime with you and then do it all again

and like I can't force the sun to rise or hasten summer's start,

neither should I rush my way into your heart

Writer(s): Brooke Fraser

Copyright: Sony/ATV Music Publishing (Australia) Pty Lim, Sony/ATV Music Publishing (Australia) Pty Limited

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